i don`t know why we had become like this. i don`t want to think about it too. just let it be. times really show everything, how strong this friendship is. i admit that i`m a person who really cherish friendship, but not all people are like me. i`m DISAPPOINTED, i`m SAD and i`m LOST. but who knows how i feel. the answer is nobody. not even you. you only know how to ask me, but do you know how i feel. i doubt so. the feeling of getting to know something last is not very good and whats more is you get to know through someone and not told by the person personally.
NOW, i can really feel the difference when you are a JC students or a POLY students. the friends you are mixing with is TOTALLY different. the gap is getting bigger as time goes.
i`m tired, really tired. noboby really knows what i want.
**you always think that i`m the one who always give you attitude. you think i want it this way. i also don`t want it to happen. put yourself in my shoe and really think about how i`m feeling.**