had been thinking for a long time whether to meet up with dearest for dinner later. it`s not that i don`t want to meet dearest, it`s just that i dunno whether i wanna stay at home for my revision. Damn it. i`m not in the mood to study this few days and i`m also procrastinating my work. i do not know whats with me this few days and i`m starting to lose hope in myself that i can score well.
all i need is some moral support? hais. i`m not sure whats in my mind and what i want. dearest had been pushing me to study and all i had been doing is slacking away. i know it`s for my own good and so that i can have a bright future. but my brain just can`t start working and do it`s job. WTH!!!
but i need to thanks dearest for his support and grace for so caring noticing what i wrote for my Personal Message and asking me to JIAYOU. thanks babe!
i`m going to start my APLAC revision now.
made up my mind to meet dearest later.
p/s: LIFE is so tough, and i hate it.